Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Living life to the fullest.

I do not know of many who don't fear death. In fact, it is one universal quality that unites us as human beings. What happens after we die is an integral part of all forms of philosophy and subsequently religion.

Imagine yourself on your death bed. What can you say about the life you have lived? Are you satisfied, or do you have many regrets? Can you now, as you sit at your computer, say that you are living your life to the fullest? These are just a sample of the many questions I have been asking myself over the past few weeks.

What does it mean to live your life to the fullest? Perhaps it means to live a life of happiness. According to South Asian philosophy, happiness is defined as the lack of suffering, and suffering being defined as a gap between the person you are and the person you desire to be. In order to eliminate suffering, you can either strive to be the best person you can or, to be blunt, lower your standards. I imagine few people, especially in the western world, would choose the latter. That leaves us with striving to achieve all that we desire. And that gives us the power to quite literally change the world.

I must address immortality. Of course, no one wants to die, but we must face it at some point. If we eliminate suffering in our lives by striving to achieve what we desire, we can leave our own personal mark on the world. We can influence future generations of thoughts and actions. We can influence others in order to eliminate their own suffering. By leaving our own mark in the world, we are in a sense immortal.

You are important! You have thoughts and experiences that are unique! Just imagine the extent of the knowledge that you possess, what you can teach others, and what you can learn from them.

Take action and speak up! Strive for happiness and be the person you want to be. Share thoughts and experiences, and be open to the thoughts and experiences of others. Together we can create a ripple of change throughout the world.

Karissa Martin
Silent River Kung Fu
Stony Plain, AB

PS. This was the long winded way of telling you journal.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Hm...

So far I am extremely behind on all of my requirements. Some days I just can't do anything. When I exercise I feel terrible with the development of a heart arrhythmia. It's really a downer and I have no idea how I'm going to be ready for grading in September. My mind keeps telling me that I should be able to do all of the physical requirements. I mean, I could 4 months ago. My mind and my body feel out of sync with each other. Looking at my numbers I feel so disappointed. I know I shouldn't focus on the physical aspects of this challenge but I can't believe I'm already feeling myself slowing down this early in the year.

Karissa Martin
Silent River Kung Fu
Stony Plain, AB

Monday, January 3, 2011

It's time to climb that mountain

Here are my UBBT requirements so you guys can kick me in the butt if I slack off.

-12 new art pieces for my portfolio
-keep a food diary
-learn to swim butterfly 75 meters with 2 flipturns
-1 500 repetitions of kempo
-3 650 minutes of meditation
-18 500 round house kicks on each leg
-swim 100 kilometers using any combination of strokes
-test for black belt September 2011

I believe the most beneficial ones are going to be the swimming and meditation ( for low impact exercise and to reduce the anxiety that has been wrecking havoc on my body). Honestly I'm already behind on my requirements and scared to death of testing but I need to challenge myself.

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and New Years and good luck for the upcoming year !

P.S Does anyone know how to swim butterfly? :)

Sihing Karissa Martin
Silent River Kung Fu
Stony Plain, AB